I was getting a lot of good photographs but the narrative that would go along with them was coming much more slowly. Debbie said "there is resistance ...r reluctance to share with me. There is some barrier between us that I can't figure out." The elders have given permission for the Bide to talk to us and show us their ways. What do you think is holding them back," I asked?"I'm not sure exactly, but they seem to defer to Kayapo. It's as if they are looking to him to recognize our mission and give. “Jason, will you come to the front of the room and on your way, pick up the paddle from the table on your left side.”Jason’s eyes grew wide as he just stared at Jordan, his best friend. All of the other pledges looked at him, wondering what he had done. When Jason got to the front of the room he handed Jordan the paddle and started to go back to his chair when Jordan’s hand clamped down on his shoulder stopping him.“What was the one thing I specifically told you to do?” he asked everyone in the. ”“Okay Paul. Do you want some supper?” “Sure.”I stripped down and climbed into the hot bath. As I relaxed, my mom joined me in the bathroom with a plate of pot roast with summer corn and mashed potatoes smothered in beef gravy. The smell was enough to spring wood for me. I didn’t make a move to cover up. I just relaxed and enjoyed eating my dinner with one hand while balancing the plate on the rounded edge of the tub with my other. “Have enough?” she asked, taking my plate and setting it. She is going to have to deal with going through her body developing into a woman all over again. Unfortunately, that means we won’t be able to have you take her zygote to turn it a clone. She won’t be having her period for eighteen months, if her memories of her body’s development are correct.”She really needed her body to be physically as she was then. There are some deeply buried memories from around that time that being with someone she loves, and who loves her back, are going to force her.