What had I done?I heard her sob. Oh dear . I had as good as raped her. Forgive me. Then I heard her say something. I must have heard wrong. I asked bl...nkly into the air.”What?”Well… I heard right. “Thank you Abhishek. Thank you, thank you, thank you!”She was sobbing uncontrollably into my chest. Was she in shock or something? She couldn’t possibly be thankful for my total abuse of her? I started to pull my deflating cock out of her, but she yelped and locked her legs around me. “No! No Abhishek. I was there because I needed to prove to myself that I can be desirable. Neither of you know what it feels like to be terrified of the idea of opening up to somebody like that. For three years, I couldnt stand even my own fingers inside me. The idea of sex scared me to death handing that power to somebody with no control over the outcome. And the first time I venture out of my little shell, you and your manipulating sister prove to me, once again, why Im better of alone. The two of you lied to. The weirdest part was there were 4 other people (3 guys and 1 girl) just standing around the table like nothing was going on.I decided to make another drink (probably a stupid idea, but whatever) and tried really hard not to interrupt the k**s on the table. I fixed a vodka and coke and then sat on the table right beside the couple making out.The guy was grinding into the girl like he wanted to fuck her, but couldn't get it in. I've been there before. His dick (which was surprisingly big for his. I hate to have oiled hands and joking I propose to pay the beachboy to do this job.Since she doesn’t say no I call Julio, a young mulatto about 20 yo, and give him 10 dollars.Watching his hands going up and down on tanned Rossella was so exciting!I tell him to move her swimsuit to avoid white sign and he rolls the panties showing her sweet big ass. I was risking to come in my pants!She does’t say a word and seems to appreciate the long massage, but when I tell her to turn on her back for.