"Boy, could she hit hard, " I thought.Her two weeks were up too quickly and she waved goodbye from the back of her limo. Tara put her arm through min... and said, "Dad, she asked me to save her Kate's Cabin for Christmas and New Years. I guess we passed inspection." Do you think she'd like a stuffed fish for a Christmas Gift?" I asked.That comment got me another punch in the arm. "Damn these women could punch," I thought.My cell phone went off a couple of days later, "Your family is all I've. The appraisal was important, but it was also vital to get the two better hangars serviceable as quickly as possible. In addition, Steve wanted a passenger terminal with all the facilities for, say, 250 people at once, and an expanded Admin block with crew rooms etc. He also asked for an estimate to extend the runways, including another 4,000 feet on the main runway. Assuming we could buy the necessary land.Meanwhile, I introduced Star to Bill, and proceeded to brief her on the Halcyon deal,. Gloria said with an amazing smile, "Would you consider coming to our place and look at the problem and perhaps help Bill fix it?" Bill quickly added he was not very handy in the house repair department and would appreciate any help I might give. I told him sure ... always willing to help a "friend". We exchanged phone numbers and I told them I would come by their house after I made a couple of more stops. A couple of hours later I pulled up in front of their house. I got out of my truck and. " Stevie ... Stevie ... oh god, what am I going to do? I feel so worthless—I'm spoiled goods, and nobody will ever want to know me again." Mum, look at me," I took a strong line with her and she looked blankly up at me. "You're tearing yourself apart for no good reason, and you're hurting yourself. I know how it goes. You hurt, so you blame yourself and the more you blame yourself, the more you hurt, so you blame yourself for the extra hurt, and it just goes round and round in a vicious.