"Jimmy. I'm a big girl. I know what I want. Do you?" Ginger asked him."Yes. I was looking forward to a pleasant evening not to being used as a piece o... fuckmeat. That's what you want, right a piece of fuckmeat?" he asked her quizzically."Yes, Jimmy. I thought I made it clear. I want you to fuck me, please!" she implored him."Wait. I know a nice quiet place that we can go to . . . to get it on!" he exclaimed.And with that said, Jimmy sped away from Ginger's house, driving like speed demon down. Then when I got home, I changed out of my business suit and put on panties, sweat shorts, flip flops and a t-shirt and drove to the bookstore. I was very nervous walking in and I browsed for just a bit. Still buzzed from the drinks.I got the courage up to go up to the big lady behind the counter and get change. I went into the booth area and walked around to get a feel for it. It was dead. I thought maybe I lucked out on not having to suck cock, but I was more scared you'd be angry and. Can't wait!!!!!!!!'Needless to say I spend the rest of the day fretting. I try to contact Vanessa on her mobile phone but it is turned off and I am too scared to email her because I knew John is monitoring my email.It eventually becomes obvious to me that the only way to deal with this mess is to meet this asshole. The hold he has over me is particularly ironic, as I have only really just started crossdressing. Blackmailing bastard!I am too worried to work so I make an excuse and go home. Being. But what she picked up looked different to me.She said, “OK my pet, bend over and spread your ass cheeks. I have something for you and you will learn to live with it all the time.”I did as I was told. I had no other options at this time. Once I was bent over, I started to put my hands to my naked ass and spread my cheeks. But Ron said, “Wait a moment Beth. I want to see if this really works and will be what we need for her.”Beth said, “I understand Ron. Should have thought about that. Would you.