“Enjoying yourself?” She asked casually.“bloody hell Em, you scared the crap outa me!” I exclaimed. Now the shock had subsided the realisation...that I was naked was beginning to set in. I swam to the far side, a few metres away hoping that she would not notice and be on her way.“Mind if I stay a while?” came those dreadful words, as she spread out on the rock ledge. All I could do was stay where I was for as long as possible. I must have been in there ages, and was starting to shiver quite a. 'See, if you can get your cock through the roll, then you just don't have the girth to satisfy a woman'. She said, holding my chin and therefore making me look her in the eyes. She was so beautifully wicked. She jiggled the roll to humiliate me further. 'Aren't you lucky that I've stayed with such a small cock. You are so lucky that I let you enter me with that slim, little cock. Aren't you darling?' 'Yes' I mumbled. 'Call me goddess' She said, as she crushed the roll into my cock. 'Yes. As we reach the beach and you pull the car in I look into your eyes and say "I know you have a bikini on under there. We're going for a swim."I get out and you notice for the first time that I'm in board shorts and a t-shirt. My t-shirt is left on the car seat as I walk around to help you out of the car.As I help you out, I push you back against the car door and kiss you hard even as my hands start to tug your yoga pants down. As my lips drop to kiss your neck you look frantically over my. Nothing I’d seen from him gave me even a hint that he was going to try to force me into anything. Maybe his offer was the best I could do.Don’t get me wrong. Tommy’s attractive. I thought about being with him. I have. But I don’t want it to be because he’s feeling sorry for me, and I don’t want to push him into something. He has to decide and I have to decide. Until then, he’s my friend. Truth be known, he’s the best friend I’ve had since I was twelve.I feel very confused. Conflicted. Tommy’s a.