A small victory yes, but a victory nonetheless. I still didn’t pet him, but I made a glass of instant iced tea and sat on the porch talking with him... He seemed to like it even though he showed almost no emotion. With Hondo there was no way to tell for sure. After a while I rolled the trailer into the Circus tent to unload the bike parts. When I finished it was 4PM, close enough to quitting time for me to head to the Gatehouse. I carried some left over chili into the house.The first thing I did. I pulled the towel off his shouldersand started to wipe his face. This just made things worse. He had to becleaned up."Strip." I ordered. "And don't get your dress dirty!" It was way too latefor that. In fact, I was responsible for leaving a large wet patch inbetween his shoulder blades. I unzipped the back of his dress and helpedmy sissy climb out of the baby doll outfit. I was pleased to see thatJanine was wearing his pink satin training bra which was hugging hisshaved chest. He pealed off. His wife loved to use lotionand powder on him down there, admiring how repeated applications ofdepilatory had eliminated all of his pubic hair (as well as what littlehe'd had on the rest of his body). She also insisted on lotioning isnipples, which made his unsatisfied state worse.The diet she'd put him on had made George gain weight, so that heappeared even more babyish. Maya found a good source for adult babyoutfits on-line and ordered him several frilly flouncy dresses, makingsure to. But I'm afraid that, like he once said, "the dam may break." If that happens I'll be there for him when the pronoun becomes "her." That may hurt me, but I do love him, so what he needs will come first.Over the last year or so I have met others like me and have begun friendships. One of these friends helped me work through some anger to find the love. I thank her for that debt that I could never repay. I have been guided by that love concept since.I have found courage lately through a friend of.