One evening we were sat watching telly my mum had gone out and up until then it had been a normal family day, then he placed his hand on my bare leg m...ving it up my nightie. I kept watching telly as he parted my legs he didn't say anything as his fingers entered me one then two. I moaned as I grew wetter. " Spread wider for daddy " He said. So I did now taking three fingers I felt him twisting another, now he was knelt between my spread legs. " Gonna taste you now baby " . I had never had this. "So soon after what that fucker Jackson did toTrevor, too? You fucking race traitor!" Piss off, Shane," I snapped back. It felt good to be able to swearfreely again - didn't it? All of a sudden I felt guilt enter my mind -Miss Stevens was getting to me. "You don't know what you're talkingabout." I think I know enough to understand you're letting that black son of abitch order you around - or did I not see you and him marching up anddown together like toy soldiers?" Shane asked, an intensely. “We think of ourselves as married to you and Marcia. I don’t know that we should use that terminology, but maybe we can come up with some way to express that feeling when we talk to them. You’re our husband; they’re our friends, and now friends with benefits. Big difference!”I suggested, “Just be honest with them. They may not like the answer, but they will respect you for leveling with them and not stringing them along.”Ash taunted, “You mean being a cock tease?”I laughed, “Something like. Other times I sat behind my PC, passing the time by chatting with ‘friends’ that I never met in real life, or playing a stupid game. Watching porn was another thing that kept me occupied a lot.I’d go to the cinema with my real friends occasionally, or I would spend time with them on another activity. However, we rarely went out these days because they all had their own lives. Two of them had gotten married. Another one recently became engaged and would marry next year, while the rest were going.