It was such an amazing feeling.Things were going great. My daughters were both bred and happy. The first stage of the control room was up and running....My wife’s porn website was making money off the amateur videos she made by controlling other people. That was financing a lot of the work to mass-produce the mind-control device. And now we had sold our first one.$10,000 in the account and Alex Tormand had his device being shipped to him at this very moment. With the money, I could really upgrade. I’d never masturbating before, hell I hadn’t even gotten my period yet. These questions, and the desire to know more, were amplified but the constant conversations going on around me. Girls talking about boys, what they’ve done with them, and how many they’ve done it with. I now know that most of the girls were full of shit, just trying to sound cool and one-up each other. But at the time I wanted to be as sexy and cool as they were, and that meant that I wanted to have sex. I heard words that. I finally pointed out that she had turned down about 100 guys...what exactly was she waiting for. I honestly think that she was putting it off, because she was excited, but nervous, and actually putting it out there made it real. Eventually we took the plunge. And she picked out a guy she thought was attractive from his pics and emails. Since then we've met with 3 guys. This is the story of how that went down. The first guy was a firefighter, and we thought he would be a stud. He turned out to. Beth came over to me. – ‘Well, someone seems to have regained her confidence. I wonder what happened? You wouldn’t know anything about that, would you?’ – ‘I have no idea what you mean.’ I answered, trying to look innocent. Beth laughed out loud. – ‘Besides,’ I said, ‘a gentleman never tells.’ – ‘The hell they don’t!’ said Beth. ‘Or maybe I just don’t know very many gentlemen. Seriously, though …’ Beth leaned closer, and lowered her voice. ‘Have you noticed her bidding? Her card play?’ –.