Maybe it is the hormones, but I admit that I really started to like it. It made me feel wanted again. It has been such a long time and was the reason ... had sex and ended up pregnant."There were tears in her eyes and I pulled her close to me. "I guess I was in the right place at the right time." Or the wrong place at the right time," she said and smiled. Then I saw tears come to her eyes.I figured I had said something wrong. "I seem to make you sad a lot," I said.She pulled away. "I'm not sad. I. Only to be met by giggle, and then another soon all I heard was giggling from the floor of the bed. I crawled over to see her curled up giggling her heart out. It felt like finding an oasis in the middle of the desert. I purposely fell down next to her in and exaggerated manner. And as if it was infectious I started to giggle as well, soon all that could be heard we’re obnoxious and exaggerated giggles coming from the room. The giggles soon died out as we laid there. Silence creeping in. Do you. I somehow suspected if we'd continued she would of found the pleasure in it, but she was adamant, so stop we did. It was the first time and I'd definitely be introducing it again at some point, I knew, so I was happy. Watching her reaction to its feel, even if she tried to hide it, enjoyment was there. Watching it fill her just that bit more than she was used to. It was all very exciting. When we spoke of it a few days later she had stuck to her story of not really enjoying it. But even then as. .." I tried not to slur my words, but there was little doubt I had been drinking as I do every night.For a moment concern about my safety blinded both of us to my nakedness. But quickly, both Mark and I were aware of how very exposed I was. It was the look in his eyes as he glanced directly at my breasts and hairy pussy that made me fully aware of my nudity. I was embarrassed but tried not to show it; but I could free myself blush under his gaze. At the same time, something inside of me liked.