They were going to the movies and left shortly after that. It had been good to see old Marty again, and it had been very informative, also."We'll go o...t to the PX tomorrow," I told Suenee. It was too late today and we were worn out already. We took a cab back to the hotel shortly after that. We had dinner near the hotel and retired for the night. We didn't need to visit any of the nightspots that Bangkok is famous for. We were more interested in each other than in anyone or any place else.The. I needed to do something to get my mind off losing her. Fortunately, Dad came up with an answer."You said you wanted a summer job, Ian. Well, if you see Mr. Fosdick at the city works yard, he's willing to talk to you about some general labour. It pays well, so you'll be able to afford gas for your mother's car and the odd movie," Dad smiled."Oh, that's great, Dad. Thanks so much. I didn't have any luck at the grocery store or the car wash. Everyone seems to have hired someone and most of them. He nodded. ‘He’s never came out and said it, but whenever he looks at me, I just want to disappear. I don’t know. It’s like he blames me for mom dying.’ ‘How can it be your fault?’ I asked him. He shrugged. ‘I don’t know. It’s just the feeling I get whenever he’s home. Makes me even more grateful when he leaves again.’ ‘You never told me any of that,’ Billy said. Dalton shrugged again. ‘There wasn’t anything to tell. Besides ya’ll got your own problems. You don’t need mine, too.’ ‘When are. It seemed like I had to kick someone's rear every couple of weeks. Unfortunately, I still had to take the darn ballet lessons and now with school over for the day I rode to the lesson with the parent of one of the older girls (who Daddy had to pay) to take me to ballet lessons.Tammy (the girl whose mother drove us) said, "Mom, I'm so excited today because it's tryouts for Swan Lake parts."Ellen (her mother) replied, "You've really worked on this and I'm sure you will get the part of Odette1."1.