At first, it seemed as if the visions had led me astray as it was not found after several days of searching. One day, while the searchers were breakin... for water, I felt compelled to enter the pit they had excavated beneath the floor. Drawn to a spot near the center of the wide shallow depression, I knelt and reached down into the loose sand. With my reputation as a prophet, the men had all stopped to watch me enter the pit and as such they were all witness when I pulled the head of a spear. Aur wo mujhe chodte chodte jhad gaya aur uske bad meri chut ko chatne laga aur main bhi jhad gayi main aur dudh wala ab subah me daily sex karne lage aur ab main dudh wale se roj chudwati hu aur wo mujhe bahut acche se chodta h main subah me dudh wale se chudwati hu aur dopahar me apne devar se chudwati hu mujhe dono se chudwa kar bahut accha lagta h ab to dudh wala mujhe dudh jyada deta h aur kabhi kabhi free me bhi dudh deta aur roj subah me mujhe chodta h ye meri sacchi kahani h kya batau. My mind turned to my sweetheart lying in bed, sleeping. She almost had me at the point of finally giving up. I turned around when she stepped into my meagre existence. Fuck, it’s been almost six months. Yet, I still indulged in a good old “spliff” every now and then. Yeah, call it a spliff. It’s almost illegal already for me to smoke that close I am to putting it down for good. Stepping unto the lawn, I looked up toward the moon. It was still bright enough with no clouds or humidity to almost. That one wound caused me some long term grief. I think I'm pretty much recovered now, but I also think that I might want to become a part timer for a while. I have a lot of personal places to keep running. I'll try to mix some Deputy Marshal stuff in wherever I go."Sam told me, "I can live with that, and even like the sound of it. Don't get involved with anything in the field if you go to a station. Call around and gather more Deputies for the job if we don't have enough locally. Let me know.