For a moment panic set in, then I calmed. 'Keep your head girl, ' I said to myself.Two things were in my favour. One was we were almost at the main ro...d. More traffic and more people. Secondly, once you reached the main road, a vehicle could only turn left, and luckily, by me turning left or right I was at a shopping centre. In this case, I'd be going right. At the last minute, I crossed the road, and Joel knew I was heading in the wrong direction for his friends to follow. I walked faster now.. ‘I would rather think it would be tedious,’ I said. ‘Sit out here for a few years, Sir,’ the lad shook his head, ‘you will think differently.’ I smiled at his reasoning. ‘Are there not dances in town?’ I asked. ‘We have festivals, to be sure,’ the lad replied, ‘but not like at the castle. I hear it has rooms just for dancing.’ The lad seemed particularly enamored with the idea of dancing in a ballroom. ‘He has groups of musicians play, not just one man on a lute. I hear the ladies are all. ” mom said noticing my distaste. She sat opposite to me with a bowl of porridge for herself.Mom’s pallu was astray, and I wasn’t sure for how long I had been ogling at her deep cleavage. Going by the shape of her sag and the nipple impressions on her blouse, it was clear that she wasn’t wearing any blouse. I wondered if her tits looked as good as they did in my dreams.“What happened? You’ve hardly touched your food.” Mom said, bringing my wandering mind back to reality. “Aren’t you feeling well. Men go happily along playing it by ear, going with the flow, enjoying the ride, usually not looking ahead to the pitfalls of the future. Those of us who are capable, have a great life reacting to situations as they happen and enjoying the fruits of thinking on their feet. To ourselves we are smug, thinking we are sharp enough to handle just about anything. To our gender opposites they wonder whether we have a clue. Can we see beyond our nose? Can we take a hint? Do you see what's happening?This.