I let out a little gasp, then squeezed Abi’s hand as, slowly but surely, I felt him push his erect penis up my tight anal passage. Unlike with my mo...e flexible vagina, which was used to accommodating penises of varying thicknesses, it felt tight all the way up, but with the aid of the lube his erection slid in steadily, much easier than I’d expected. The KY was doing a good job. He didn’t try and slide in and out, just pushed straight up. I could feel every centimetre of it, deeper and deeper,. God gives us the strength to go on, when, by all good sense, we should end it all. That is what I live for. The day I can take him in my arms, and hug and kiss him, and tell him how sorry I am to have done him that way. He's in the best place of all. There are thousands, maybe, even millions of babies like him. They never sinned, so they were made welcome, from the get, go. Maybe, someday, I can have one that I can keep for his whole life. I can give him enough love for both of them to brag. Anybody could take one look at my face and know that I was twitterpated as all hell. My friend certainly was not oblivious, and she gave me a little kick to signal that our friend was coming. I looked straight forward, and as soon as I saw her, my eyes filled with tears. She ran to us and we all squealed with delight, much like teenage girls at a New k**s On The Block concert. She hugged our two friends and then got to me. She was crying with just as much happiness as I was. We gazed into. I looked down to the tip my cock and I could barely see the pee-hole shrouded under my foreskin. It would ooze a clear fluid. I touched the slimy stuff with my finger, and the texture of my finger prints brushed against my pee hole and my legs trembled. It was a COMPLETELY involuntary reaction and it actually scared me (confusion mostly). Once I gathered the new sensation, I tried it again and this time, my breathing was uncontrollable as I gasped for air. I was treading on uncharted.