Then three men came out from the trees one of them pushed me down to my knees, they took out their hard cocks and had me blow them for a while, then t...ey all jacked off on me. Then they started to pee on me. When they were done I had to eat the yellow snow before I could get back into the warm van.”“They made you do that? You could have gotten frostbite.” I said with concern in my voice.“It was ok, it turned me on so much. When we got back to the hotel, he and I fucked like dogs. Then the next. That was all the reality a boy his age could understand. Further, because of the trauma of her part in her husband's death, the mother fought a losing battle with guilt, remorse and loss. She was also unable to face her reality and she took her life as well. Both of these actions were interpreted by Ben as desertion. Both his parents had deserted him and left him to fend for himself. He grew up believing that, never knowing the real story until he reached 18. By that time, the man he was to. The new head of our household was never shy about finding fault withme, and as the years passed was becoming even more vocal about what adisappointment I was. When the other rock rats down at Thorensen'sQuarry were bragging about their son's achievements in Pee Wee Footballor the Junior Rodeo League, what boasts could Sam Kaiser make about me?That I was unbeatable in double-dutch jump rope? That my water colorentitled 'THREE VERY CUTE PUPPIES!!' had taken second prize at thestatewide CYO art. Lance stood there at a loss for words, thinking what the hell just happened. I had the man of my dreams in my arms and now he ran away from me? Frankie walked briskly out of the dressing room headed for the door and the elevator. Lance grabbed his arm as he passed “Wait Frankie don’t go. Stay please,” Lance asked. He turned slowly toward Lance “Sorry Lance, I allowed myself to get carried away with you and that has probably cost me my career. I need to go.” Lance released his arm in defeat but.