I creep timidly to the edge and look out into the black gulf of concrete canyons, illuminated only by the stars and the street lights far below. I sti...le a cry and try to turn, but you envelop me from behind, cradling me in your sturdy arms, your cheek pressed to mine. You smell so much of a man! I allow myself to relax a little, as you nuzzle my neck.My heart crescendos, and I am aware, too, of your mounting excitement. I sag into you and you cup my braless breasts, kneading them gently,. That took a while to get over that adjustment. Also on the fifth day my computer privileges were renewed so I was able to return to looking at things that would excite me online. Yet again another wave of frustration as I'd return to sites like this one and almost felt disconnected not being able to "get into it" all like I was before. Knowing others watching the same fetish vids or watching the same live webcams were free and able to play while I was chaste and only able to watch and crave. When i opened my eyes, she was leaning towards me.She held my hand and guided me to our bedroom. Gently she pushed me on my bed.I was both excited and somewhat scared, yet we both trusted each other completely.Then she came on top of me. Her tongue was touching mine in no time, as we were busy kissing each other deep and slow.She then broke the kiss and asked me to strip her, while she stripped me.Our tops and shorts were down on the floor in seconds. Again she asked me to lie on my back while. Running away was hopeless in her current state. She could not even get into her car without her keys and could not drive without her hands. She decided it was better not to anger him further with a futile escape attempt. She had better chances by waiting for his return and trying to placate him.She wondered where he had gone off to. He knew very well she could not go anywhere. He might even be waiting for her to make such an attempt, just to punish her. So she just waited, recovering her breath.