I was scared to death. But my dick was so hard it was hurting. I couldn't stop staring at her teenage body."Katie," I said."What?" She said to me."I'm...not sure if this is a good idea. I mean, I know that, you know, we've done this," I said.She looked at me and I could see the disappointment on her face."Oh," she said to me.I didn't know what to say. I felt like a little pussy."I get it. I understand. I mean, this has been fun, but, well, you don't want to do that with me," Katie said.I laid. I kept tuning in and out - Michael’s complaints about how I’d disappeared last night just went in one ear and out the other. Work was no better - I was meant to be taking the lead on the Johnson estate, but I just didn’t have any energy. In the end, I decided to take a half-day, and head home for a nap.On the way home, though, I started thinking about it again. I knew that Garth would be in school, but perhaps if I asked at the front office ... perhaps if I told them it was a family. I wasn’t mad or disappointed; in fact, I had a hard time putting my finger exactly on what bothered me. Could it just be the simple act of mating with my own mother? Besides that question, I knew from the way my mother was now behaving that she desired a repeat performance.Pam sought me out after dinner. “Come and sit with me while I feed Doug.” After we staked out a quiet place near the seawall, she said, “You upset that you made love with your mother?”“Yeah, sort of. It’s hard to explain. I. She called him and made an appointment for that same afternoon. They could get to Ed's place in time if they hurried. Sue was already in the car, so Grace hurried off to make the appointment.Sue asked, "What is a judas dog? I never heard that expression?" That's kind of a joke within the profession. It's a parody on the name Judas Goat used to describe an animal that leads the others to slaughter. In this case, though, it means a dog that is trained to demonstrate to other dogs how to go about.