I took away the box and told her that would be the last one she opened. We all ripped apart the paper on the other gifts, smiles on all faces when eac... saw what they got. Then it came time for the final gift, I knew there were going to be tears of joy and I had her son follow her with camera in hand as she took her journey. She first opened a present that was under the tree, inside was no gift but a note of longing love and the next step for her to take. The note took her in the direction of. My cock squeezed one last pulse which I daubed off and wiped on her leg. Her smile was infectious, I was grinning as wide as she when I asked “Is that your first time too?” I needed to know. April nodded “Yeah, but it didn’t hurt, I’m glad.” She got off the bed, gathered her clothing then left my room as quietly as she arrived. I watched her leave then flopped onto my bed and spent the next two hours reliving what we had done. April had come to my bedroom then we gave up our virginity. I enjoy taking cock.I've always had fantasies about being taken by another man but was always too chicken shit to act on it. I've never really been into gay porn, but I would often watch straight porn and picture myself as the woman in the scene. Being fucked by a strong man in all the positions he would put her in. I would jerk off a lot to these fantasy but after I cum, I tossed the fantasy and the back of my mind and continue my life as a straight male until next time.I ended up getting. .. on dating her. I'd even dreamed about asking her to marry me one day. About having a family of my own with her... But this can't happen now.Next year, I was going to try out for the school football team. I wanted to play so bad that I could almost taste it. I was good and getting better. I'd even dreamed of one day getting a scholarship to college... and maybe even going to the NFL. Now, all of my plans for the future are gone. All of my dreams are gone.Every time I look into the mirror, I.