”“That brought us into a discussion of my interests in sexual masochism and in dom/sub. He is neither a sadist nor a dominant, but he adapted beca...se I wanted it. There were limits to it. For example, he met some other people in the chat room, and then in person. Pia was more submissive, and used pain as a way to demonstrate her submission. I actually get off on mild pain. Although she definitely appealed to him, he couldn’t bring himself to give her the pain that she and her dom routinely did.. "I just love it Mom," I said and thanked her again.Back in the kitchen there was still one box to open. I lifted it from thetable and shook it gently. Mom giggled just a bit. I was so glad shewasn't upset about the earrings; nothing else mattered. I carefully undidthe bow and removed the paper. Mom had her camera at the ready. I liftedthe cover off of the box and there inside was the most fantastic greenvelvet... dress... I'd ever seen. So that's what Mom had been up to allthose nights locked. I did a quick stock take before deciding to glaze three small vases which together with Saturday's work would make it worthwhile doing a firing. I did those in the morning and set them aside to dry. In the afternoon I took my list to Jenny and Sean.Tuesday I spent on my wheel. The feel of moulding the wet clay is by far the most satisfying part of being a potter. As well as being the most tactile job I can think of, the ability to produce somethingof beauty and worth is very gratifying. Mid. As the night passed Yuko was getting more exited by the second and Xandra was having a harder time pulling her back from the scenes of the girls being spitted or hung, I wanna try that Yuko said to Xandra as they were staring at six dead girls hung from the gallows, If you go up there, you wont come down alive, they dont let the girls off the noose until they stop kicking Xandra said looking up at the six girls who had indeed stopped kicking and had died, Oh then I dont want to try that Yuko.