To rub salt in the wound, she told you that she had been fucking another guy on the side, because he was more dominant in bed and you were too submiss...ve to contend.It costs you most of your savings to break your lease, but you found it to be a sound investment as you could no longer live in the same city as your horrible ex-girlfriend. Plus, you had heard that Transaton had an insane amount of job openings for specifically guys as the city's population was heavily skewed female. That combined. If you would buy me something to eat, I will give you whatever you desire of me.’ I always thought I was a good judge of people. I looked back at this young woman, and I could see in her eyes she was desperate, hungry, alone, and scared, but she was no hooker. A hooker wouldn’t be turning Johns in a hospital trading sex for a tuna fish sandwich. This was an act of desperation. Studying her face, I said, ‘Lisa. My name is Jim. Do you understand?’ She nodded her head up and down. ‘I will get you. The girl sat watching the open box, eying it as she undressed slowly, drawing out the time as if somehow the task would grow easier with time. She knew better, had learned not to wait, not to delay, she had once, never again. She did not fear him, she feared his displeasure. He had taught her the lesson, a lesson so simple it seamed obvious, she failed him when she failed herself.At first it felt strange to be naked, now it felt right. It had become natural, not because he watched her, just. She was right, I wasn't yet ready to meet the news media without a chaperone.With performances scheduled Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday again and finally Monday—every other day, regular as clockwork—our social outings were sharply reined in. We'd go out for a late dinner after each show, Marilyn usually accompanying us, but it was ordinarily a fairly short one and we were back in our suite by midnight or a little after. Days off mostly we didn't stir from the hotel, and Cam—I was falling into.