Thenhe placed it on my panties. He was so surprised when he found that thingI have that kept me from being a girl, that one thing that makes a boydiff...rent from a girl. ?What the hell? You are a guy????Please just take me home. PLEASE!!??Oh if the guys at the frat house found out I took out a fag, I would bekicked out. How would I ever live this down???I promise I won?t tell a soul about our date. Oh please. You don?t haveto tell them about me.??You don?t understand, we have rules that brothers. .. , that is news that I didn’t want to hear but it’s something that I can understand. Family is important and it is obvious that you know that. It goes without saying that I am going to miss you. I have never been to Seattle and you have given me a solid reason to visit the area. I will think about doing that. Let me know when you are leaving and I will give you a lift to the airport.”There was some more talk about Jill’s going to Seattle which made the time fly. At her condo she invited Pat. I laughed and said I bet it's sex isn't it. She said yes. I could tell she was embarrassed so I told her if it was to personal to not worry about it. This is were I got a shock , she said no I'll tell you. She said if he won I had to fuck someone he picked out. I said Would you have gone through with it. She said yes. I said I never knew you were kinky . She said he and I talk about my sex life before we met all the time. She said it gets him horny and makes me wet. I said how many guys have. I don't know why,but they just seemed unpredictable and too violent to me. In Alex's casemaybe it was also that when he wasn't yelling at me he was giving me thefinger or making other gestures or doing impressions of me, I don'tknow. He was about six inches taller than me and with the tank tops thatthe Bluebands wore you could see he was strong. I had never reallylooked at a boy like this before, but I noticed he had big, knobbybiceps and broad shoulders, and even some straight dark hair on.