But all the while, there is this fear in the background - a fear of being caught in her stockings and underwear. So whilst you indulge yourself in gir...ie ecstasy and effeminacy, there is this common discomforting interface with the real world as you repeatedly peek through the blinds, or from behind the curtains lest she arrive home earlier than expected. The guilt builds up and conflates with an intense shame.“Boys and men don’t dress up in stockings and women’s underwear and masturbate.” “Why. Oh, I was in the best of places, I was expecting a thong, but not. We left the club that night and she invited me to her room. Once there she took her dress off and my suspicions were right. She was wearing a matching bra and panties, satin prints by Victoria Secrets, I had seen that model on the catalogue. I rushed to take my pants and my boxers with my dick completely hard and already with pre come. She saw me and took her bikini and bra in a second. We fucked the rest of the night, hard and. .. come on she said... We drove quite a way before we stopped the next time, the sun was starting to go down in the sky... she got out opened the boot and got the bag out... come on lets get ourselves settled... We walked along the beach until we came to some rocks... she put the bag down opened it up and got a blanket out, spreading it on the sand so we could lean against the rocks and look at the sea. a bottle of wine and two glasses came out next... and then, as we sat down she knelt in. Toward the end, when my mouth wasn't so busy, I said, "I took longer on the phone than I expected because I had an idea about the carding process that I wanted to check with Julia. We'd intended that I would provide quite a lot of feedback at the end of every pipeline date: what the date as a whole was like, plus what each girl did right or wrong. I'm still going to give my impression of the date overall, but now no personal feedback whatsoever, I'll just name which girls get which cards."There.