A week or so later I had gone over to pick up Linda so we could go to the LA Zoo. I was about to knock on the door when she opened it and grabbed my h...nd. “Shh, come over here,” she whispered into my ear and dragged me to the hallway. Once there she had me stop, and we stood there outside of her door. She then leaned towards her sister’s door. I was about to ask her what was going on, when I heard a soft moan, coming from Mandy’s room.I stood there looking at Linda for about a minute until I. Shit! She saw me looking at her. She now started walking towards me. She stood still next to my towel and then bent down to say something to me."You looking like sun burning your white skin," she said as she pointed at my chest."You use my cream," she offered, handing it into my hands."Thank you! I do need it. It's so hot in the sun," I said, smiling at her.I opened the lid and squirted some lotion into my palm and then I rubbed it in on my stomach. I didn't feel right rubbing it into my boobs. " What happened Suzie?" Mom told me not to tell anyone." But it's me, Tory. You know you can trust me." I don't know..." She hesitated."I know you did it for me." I announced. Her eyes clicked onto mine. She gazed at me in surprise."How do you know?" Because I figured out what you tried to do. You tried to put it in yourself because you wanted your vagina to open enough for me to be in you. Didn't you."Her eyes looked down, at her water glass. She nodded."I wish I could just hold you in my arms. Rita and Addie were my friends. They always felt obligated to compliment me, as if I was some sad little pathetic pariah that needed a confidence boost to find a boyfriend. They were both absolutely certain that I had a stick up my ass because I didn’t get laid often enough. They were right about the laid part, but I’ve always had a stick up my ass, even when I had regular sex.The two of them spent a few minutes talking me up like I should be on the cover of Sports Illustrated while I told them.