I told her I fantasized about her in red lingerie and told her I'd buy her some if she'd model them for me. We just laughed and I just thought I was h...lping her through her separation by making her feel attractive.I'm into cars a lot and have a garage where I do some work on the side. Deedee calls me one day and tells me she's having some problems with her car as it's not running right. We agree she was to bring her car to my garage on Friday night and I'd tune it up for her. She was going out. She believed this to be true and everyone reaffirmed her belief. She repeated the words to her psychiatrist and to herself until they lost all semblance of meaning. Words of affirmation meant nothing in the face of stark reality. Once again, she stifled her guilt. She tried to live with and conquer the pain. Life needed to go on. But between those unlit paths, the dark solitary territory where we try to move on from the past, somewhere in that darkness, she would always blame herself. "And. ….Skype lo mundu nv m veskunnav ani adiganau adi thanu veskuna top chupinchindhi tarwaaatha bra theseymani cheppanu appudu thanu bra thesesindhi mari kindha m veskunnav ani adiganu m veskoldu ani cheppindhi nduku ani adigaanu nyt time thanu m veskoodhu anta appudu mundu ne baayalu pisuku ani cheppanu ani nv vachi pisuku ani cheppi ala thana rendu baayalu pisukuthunte nenu na sullu pattukoni kurchunna appudu nenu m cheyakundaane daani sallu chusi na sulla lo nundi white kaaripooindhi adi chusi. I notice that my brother is dancing with none other than Alicia and seem to be lost in a world of their own. My friend Joey is dancing with Kim, Tim is dancing with Jessica, and it looks like it is going to be one hell of a night for me and Robert. Time seems to fly by and next thing I know it is nearly dawn. The clubs close at five in the morning here or when everyone leaves and it is nearly four and things are starting to wind down. Robert asks if we can enjoy the sunrise again so I tell.