Now your palms are really sweaty and all these thoughts run through your head like who might turn up and what might be in store it's so nerve racking ...ust not knowing but also just the thought turns you on and even excitement makes you think 'stuff it!' and thats when you make the descision to go ahead and do it. over the next two days you get some nice a nice sexy outfit and shoes ready for that nite. As the time to leave approaches. I tried to steel myself. I tried to put my thoughts in order and come to some decisions concerning plans for the immediate future. I couldn't - I just couldn't think straight. I felt my insides churn. I felt myself sweating, flushing and then turning cold, shivering. I felt inundated, overwhelmed with a sense of desolation and sorrow. It actually felt like my life had ended. I loved this woman with every fibre of my being and she had deliberately and coldly betrayed that love.I started to feel. “David, this is Lirra, my cousin. Lirra, this is Cure David,” he introduced us.“Salutations, Lirra,” I greeted her.“Greeting, Cure David,” she returned.“Please, just David,” I smiled.“I’ll leave you to it,” Abno added as he withdrew with a cheery smile.“Please, sit, David,” Lirra indicated a chair.“Thank you,” I nodded. “They did explain what it is I have to do?”“Yes, very bluntly,” she replied with a wan smile.“It pays not to have a patient under any illusions,” I chuckled, making her smile. I couldn't imagine doing it with anyone else."He pulled her back into a hug but this was a soft, loving and understanding one."Go on, darling," she said. "Go and break down Fred and Court's barriers."He smiled at her. "You go back first, darling, and I'll follow nonchalantly in a couple of minutes."He did, saying as he came in, "Phew! Accounts are thirsty work. I'm going to have a drink. Are you ready for another, Fred?"Fred pushed his glass forward and James refilled it."Mr Turner?" No thanks,.