" He froze again, and Dr.Ramirez could see the struggle through his eyes as he fought to hang onto thememory fragment. But he lost this battle. Like h... had lost before. Frankburied his head in his hands."Okay," Dr. Ramirez changed the subject abruptly, "let's pick up where weleft off. You were telling me about your senior year."Frank sighed heavily as he sank back into the chair. "This isn't doing anygood," he complained bitterly. "What the hell good is it to tell you about mypast? The problem. He swung the door open in one motion and quickly walked inside. ‘BABY! What’s to eat, I’m starving!’ He shouted. She slightly moaned and twitched a little, pretending to let him know that she was fast asleep. He noticed her lying on the couch, wearing ragged clothes, and looking disheveled. He could not see her face and her hair was cleverly hidden under the throw pillow. ‘Are you fuckin serious?’ He asked, bewildered. Still, she lay completely motionless, becoming more and more turned on by. " I love how he knew to call me Cate on this special occasion. Marta and I strip the covers off the king size bed and crawl on. This is a first time for us. Dan had given Marta the green light to have sex with me when we were in St. Paul arranging the slave trade, but fate, and Marta's ethics, postponed any action on becoming more intimately familiar with this woman whom I was coming to see as much more than a bodyguard. Among all of the turmoil of the previous two days since the flight from. I did it because I was afraid I would never know what it was like to come home every night to my own family, and know what it felt like being loved and feeling a part."I did it because I wanted to feel like a small part of the wonderful life you have all built for yourselves. I wanted to be part ... just a small part ... but still, a part ... you know?"Then you let me design my own apartment in the house, and made me spend your money any way I wanted, to decorate it. It was beyond anything I.