Ill be back in time to take the kids fishing. Is everything OK? I asked. Yes Mom. She is just not feeling well, he explained. He then went out and unh...tched the camper from the truck. You drive careful now, I called to him. Its late and youre probably sleepy. See you in the morning, he promised. Then he was gone. I shut and locked the door and turned around to go to bed. Thats when I noticed Charlie, my 17-year-old grandson. He was asleep on the couch, the blanket half off and apparently having. My mind is drawing a blank and its hard to figure out what I did wrong when my hands are tied above me and my legs are tied also and I have a blind fold on me. I keep hearing her walking around and ask her what are you doing and where were you. She respones with "I went to get a workout". I found it strange that she went out for a workout. So I asked where did you work out? She said I went to the new gym down the block. Now I know that going to the gym this early, they're only people that go. I should have known. It was the eternal fight for the top of the ape colony. Boom-boom, chest banging. "Me Phil, you Wimp."And all because of me, stupid silly selfish moron slut.I looked at a few nice small apartments on Manhattan and decided on one close to work. Insanely expensive, but well, I'll work hard anyway. What else is there to do? Work until my belly stops me. And after the child is born? We'll see. Grand parents? Daycare?I've got my future carved out for me. Or into me, rather.I. I can still remember her walking the halls of the school in hercheerleader uniform (she was the head cheerleader, of course). Herlaughter, her smile, the casual toss of her head and the way her silkyhoney blonde hair would catch the light....she wasn't a Goddess come tolife, no...she was so human, so alive, so beautiful, and so unattainable.I did my best to avoid attracting her attention, even as I maneuvered tospend as much time near her as possible. I chose my seat carefully in theclasses we.