No one says much of anything, just some vague smiles and lost in thought about what was going to happen and how good it was going to feel. In the roo... I open a bottle of champagne- I like the decadence of champagne for these encounters. T says, 'why don't you put on some porn- put on something nice and kinky.' OK so I find some big dick shemale porn - someone like Mariana Cordoba. Her cock is fully erect and so long but it still sticks straight out and up, and it's getting licked and sucked. Thing were more passionate this time. He really had something in his heart for me. Adam’s hand moved to grab my boobs and this time he was doing it intentionally. He slid his hands in my top, and felt my boobs through my bra. As we were kissing and hugging each other tightly, I could feel his erection pressing against my body. I moved my hand and reached to feel his hard cock. I was again loosing control over the decision I had made.Just one more time, and then, never again…I thought. I stopped. I saw him spit in his palms and rub it in my hole. He then spit again and rubbed it on his cock. I turned my head back the other way and stared of into the distance. I could feel the tip of his cock on my crack. At first there was a lot of tension in my hole. It seemed quite difficult for him to enter. So he said.“Relax ok? The more relaxed you are, the less painful it will be. You should feel a painful sensation first, but it should ease up and start feeling good after awhile” “Ok, I trust you. The party went well, and Julia once again had too much to drink. I know this sound like a pattern with her; however, she rarely got drunk. I, too, had one to many. I felt an even greater bond with Julia since we did act as a couple for the first time hosting a social event. It felt great for both of us. Have I mentioned how stupid I can be? Well, hang in there because I get even stupider! LOLBy the time Matt got back to the house the party was in a state of decline. Most had gone off to find.