This chapter continues that discussion.------------------------I was just sitting there not knowing how to deal with what Amy had justtold me. Lucas e...tering a womanless pageant was no big deal to hearabout. But now having Amy tell me that she knows about my crossdressingand even knows about my other interests related to it left me totallyspeechless. My mind was racing and numb at the same time. A secret I hadtried so hard to keep private no longer was. And my very own teenageddaughter knowing. She paused a full minute knowing her cunt was "flowered" open, wetly glistening behind her as she said, "my goodness! We have thick icicles hanging"! Their eyes were locked on her hanging, oily flaps. She sat back down viewing their red flushed faces and tented pants. James came back, loaded the heater and left saying "bed time". She sat reading a book as they signaled each other to go to bed. They soon got up in pairs, she said " I'm not sleepy but I'll come tuck you in a little later". She. I slap my other hand against the wall of the shower, seeking something to anchorto. Something to hold me in this world. Moving in tiny circles, my fingers;his fingers, bring urgent need welling up from deep within me. No, I smileinwardly. This is not the time, or the place. A year ago I would not have cared,would have allowed my body it's pleasure. It is a mark of my inner disciplinethat I remove my hand and allow my need to ease. My body is his. I give itwillingly. Pleasure, pain...all his to. “Okay.”“Good girl.” he said smiling.He undid the knots in the rope and pulled me up. He took a step back to get a good look at me. “Come here.” He commanded. I took a step towards him and he put his arm around me in a hug, squeezing my ass and rubbing the damp spot between my legs. I almost started crying again. It felt good, but at the same time, it scared me half to death. “I knew you were wet.” He said. Then he went and sat in the chair. “Take off your clothes.” He demanded.“But wait I…” I.