The x-rays showed no signs of k**ney stones. I had no fever, so appendicitis was not the cause. Finally the doctor told me that I had to have a bariu... enema. Before the barium enema could be administered, I had to have a series of enemas to clean out my colon.An orderly rolled me into an examination room. I was already wearing a hospital gown so all I had to do was remove my underpants. I hoped the nurse would be attractive, and female. Lucky me, the nurse who came for my first enema was. "I regret the motion fails to meet the requirements of our bylaws and covenant which specifically prohibits us from considering a name for membership a second time. Motion disallowed," Sheila announced as she returned to her seat.The thundering din of protest and shouts of disapproval greeted the chair's ruling as angry and confused members voiced their disapproval.My throat tightened, and I shivered as a sense of impending doom chilled my body. Alice's eyes mirrored my fear and uncertainty. You know I’m doing it the way you want.’ Ballard said, ‘If you were, honey, you and I would not be talking right now, now would we?’ I said meekly, ‘I guess not, but what do you want from me? I am doing what you want: I dress like a whore, I’m fucking a man every hour for you. What else do you want from me?’ Ballard said, ‘First of all, Pam, I want you to not only want to reward my people, I want you to not just act like a whore, I want you to BE the whore that you know you are. I want you. I wished it was me. Mum kissed me on the forehead saying “Well I am proud of my hero. Ian was most impressed with your good manners. How would you like them to come over for dinner tomorrow night?”I smiled “Yes that would be great. I do like Julie, she is in different classes to me at school.”Mum smiled and we went to bed. I turned off my computer and fell asleep dreaming of Julie.The next morning I woke up with a very hard, hard on, nothing I could think about made it go down as all I could.