We would definitely have to trim up our bikini line which wasn't a big deal. I'm just thrilled Carol had noticed it. It would have been the end of the...world if we had going to the party with hairy bikini lines.We knew that there was no way we could trim down or bikini lines with out shortening and softening the hair so We stripped off or bottoms and Shortened the hair with scissors. Then we hopped in the shower to soften the hair and tighten our skin.You may think it is weird to be naked in. She came into the bedroom with a glass of wine and said she had the perfect movie to watch! I followed her out into the living room and as I turned the corner, there sat my good friend and co-worker! I was beyond surprised, stunned, embarrassed, etc. She turned around and before I could do anything, she assured me he already knew about my feminine side. As he stood up, all 6'2 of him, he extended his hand and said "Nice to finally meet you, Vickie. Won't you sit next to me?"I don't know what. "What is it, Dave?" My mother leaned over and looked at the page. There was only the one photograph on the page, and she said. "I expect you know this piece then?" She read the caption underneath aloud. "Dr Phillipa Goddard, PhD. MA. BA. Awarded the CBE for services to charity an' to education. She's not just a pretty face then."Miriam went white with anger. "That's that tart you were shagging in Aldershot ... she's probably got it for services to the bloody army as well!"How Miriam knew the. Self-awareness I'm experiencing. Like, I am an entity, a whole, stand-alone person. I used to think of Ethan as a piece of me. An extension of self that I needed; but now I think I felt that way because it wasn't Ok for me to want things. Like, I only ever deserved what I needed. Not anymore. Almost overnight I feel -- quite comfortably -- that it's totally fine for me to want things. And absolutly to be expected that I should get what I want.Speaking of things I want; Hayden (god his name is.