I was at a bar on Beale st in Memphis with my roommate and his wife. I happily stumbled into this beautiful black woman with her arms up dancing. I no...iced she had a couple of days stubble under her arm. Which was chubby but tight skin with just a little hint of stretch marks. I told her how beautiful I thought she was (which I never do that), and how I wanted to lick her armpits. She was shocked but then looked at me as though to say your not the dumb white guy who just bumped into me, she saw. You denied it and preferred it this way."Now I noted a color monitor on the nightstand, obviously with a cordless connection to a TV camera in the spare room. It showed the empty bed there."Where did you get this expensive equipment? Your insane farce seems to be well planned in advance." My friend has rented it." Please calm down and understand that he must be somebody who hates me or us like hell and doesn't want to see us married. Can't you see that you are in his trap? Why this farce if you. I love you. Why is that wrong?"On top of everything else, Jack suddenly felt like a jerk. In all his own selfish feelings of guilt, he'd forgotten how she might be feeling about everything. He'd just automatically transferred his own emotions on her. "Allison, I..." He stopped, realizing his brain was empty. He fumbled with his thoughts for a minute. "I'm sorry. I DO want you. I've wanted you for a long time. But I can't have you. I'm afraid, too. I'm afraid of what will happen. I in love with. That afternoon Carl phoned and said he was free the following day and asked if the dinner date was still on, her heart skipped a beat as she said it was and arranged to meet him at 8pm, she phoned Simon back and asked if he felt hungry as she could do with a healthy snack that evening and possibly a all night snack but couldn’t have a long breakfast as she had plenty to prepare for his father that was coming that night. Simon arrived early evening and pulled her upstairs into her bedroom,.