Earlier this week I felt that about us; but now I feel really good about this. Complete even.He stood up and stretched. You’ve been right about a lo... of those feelings this week. I can trust you to be right about this too. Did you run into Sarah on your way there?No. Her door was open, and I could see the vibrator still in her hand.You were pretty vocal last night.It’s not like I had a choice. Just you drive me crazy; both of you at once is almost too much for me to bear.Incidentally, how IS. Before I had a chance to do much it was time to go back to work and the minesite was going to be home for another two weeks.* * * * *It was a long hard couple of weeks but once it was over and I was back homeI relaxed and took a breath. It had been a month since I had even looked ata dress. That all changed when Alex called wanting to get together for adate.I raced around and did my laundry and general housework I was like a franticmachine. I wanted tomorrow to be free to prepare for our date.. It’s all right to have your own life.”There was very little I could say, so I told her I’d get back to her soon.Mickey and Ashley raved about it on the way home. “It’s perfect, Dad. Think how much the family would enjoy it. Think about the times you could go and just relax. You used to love fishing; this would give you an opportunity to take it up again.”“Oh, I don’t know. I’d hate to think of it sitting empty most of the time. If I had some adult children who would enjoy it, it might sway my. I just thought it would be fun for you. If I would have known it would have upset you so much, I wouldn't have done it. Look, I love you—I love you more than anything in the world. Please forgive me, it'll never happen again," JR said.I looked into JR's eyes, seeing them filled with tears. He let go of my arm and began slowly walking away. I watched him shuffling his feet, his head down as he moved away from me. I began crying, wondering what I had done."JR, WAIT!" I shouted to him. I ran.