Singleton's office before I was called in."Welcome to my school Miss Deanna. Please sit down. So I can explain what you can expect here."I sat down."S...AND UP. You are now a lady, now sit like one. Straighten your skirt. When you sit cross your legs at the ankles." I AM NOT A LADY!" I shouted."Just for that! Shannon, please prepare Miss Deanna for punishment."I was then forced to bend over with my hands placed into some kind of restraints. My skirt was pulled up and my panties pulled down. I. I said I love you to sweetie. Jack was my Dads name and he always called her sweetie.We awoke in the morning, back to back. I rolled over and looked at Mom and I could see tears running down her cheek. I leaned over and kissed her face and said whatÂ’s wrong Mom. She said when I woke up I thought Jack was laying next to me and that it was all a dream. I said IÂ’m sorry Mom. I shouldnÂ’t have slept in your bed last night. Things got a little out of hand and I couldnÂ’t say no. She said are you. I told Jerry about it. Go take a shower and don't worry about it is all he said. It took some work to get the oil off me. Seemed everything I washed my butt, more oil came out of me. Drying off, Jerry came up from behind and hugged me. What do you think about what we did today, he asked. It felt good, I told him. But my butt hurts. If you like it we'll do it a few more times before you go home, he said. It'll stop hurting soon. It hurt for several minutes while we watched TV, then I forgot. I learned how a disability changes the way people perceive you. I know what it is to be pushed past the point of giving up. A place where you pray to die and mean it. I have been humbled and humiliated. It’s horrible.While it has wreaked havoc in my life I did manage to see some good and learn a few things. It is easier for me to be around disabled people now, especially those who are autistic because we are more similar than not. Simple pleasures are very important. When your mind is cotton or.