It’s the same thing she said about sex, though she thinks I should wait.”“Will you tell her?”“No, but I won’t lie to her, either. Does tha... make sense?”“Yes. That’s how I handle some things with my moms and my dad.”“So, best friend, wanna be my first?”“Even if it’s only today?”“It was only going to be last Saturday and it was Cynthia’s grandma who messed that up! And who knows what happens in the future. We’re best friends, and maybe someday if we’re not dating anyone, we decide to do it again.. Sometimes I think I'm being selfish." Why selfish?" Maybe because I'm keeping you from getting on with your life. I'm thrilled to be with you, but I worry."Suddenly, Ashley didn't like the conversation. Besides, it was late and she had to get out in the morning. Maybe they could resume their chat tomorrow. Lying next to him and feeling his body made her want more than talk.She began stroking Billy, "How's ole Billy?" He's old, but willing! We'll have to see. You have life saving skills. See if. " Should she have had them stick a needle in her and take blood?" I don't know, honey. A blood test doesn't find everything that could be wrong with you. There are lots of other tests they do to find cancer. If she'd gone to a doctor as soon as she felt sick, they could have done whatever tests they needed to and it might have made a difference." Mommy didn't like doctors." There are a lot of people who don't. I think they have their place, though." What does that mean? Have their place." It. I was pretty nervous ringing the doorbell since I hadn't seen her in years (and never knew her well to begin with for that matter). She answered the door and I was shocked! She was still so fucking hot and she must be around 48 years old; she smiled and invited me in. I had a hard time communicating with her though since her English was still pretty bad; but apparently she just wanted a little lesson on the basics - sending and receiving email, using the internet - things that would help her.