Sarah practically slobbered all over the menu, helping me and April find something we might like.Getting a combination of Yakitori grilled chicken, Te...pura battered seafood, Japanese Noodles, Yakumi, Shichimi, and Kakigon, we did a lot of eating off each other’s plates.I happened to be between April and Jennifer, and without a care in the world, I said, to Jennifer, “Could I have a piece of your breast, please?”Everyone stopped, as my brain recylcled what I had just said, and I added, “She. " Sir, the pilot reminds me that it has been a long flight and requests permission to dock and relieve himself before joining the battle." I thought those invisible ships had their own facilities," Weelock answered distractedly."The pilot reports that the facilities on his vessel are clogged and need servicing before they can be used," the Coms officer replied."Tell him to talk to his squadron commander. I don't have time for this!" Weelock turned dismissively and studied his battle. Over a decade had gone by and I’d met and dated so many women. And I’d not found that special woman. That woman to whom I could devote my life.I’d maintained a 4.0 grade average in both high school and college. So, in one respect, I wasn’t stupid. But, like many intelligent people, I was blind in so many ways.This being the case, I had the Oprah-esque aha moment when I was driving in my car, the radio on an oldies station and the sound of ‘Looking For Love In All The Wrong Places’ filling my. After 14 years of marriage I must confess to you about things I did that you knew nothing about and never suspected, as your love for me was without conditions and with total belief.You see, my darling, my physical (sexual) needs were much higher than what you gave me. I am not saying our love making was bad or that I did not enjoy it. It only was not enough.You always "made love" to me slowly and gently, and always gave me the best orgasms — but many times I just needed to be "fucked hard"..