Something feels familiar and pleasant, you open your eyes and feel me beside you caressing your hair…’ Suddenly the door to the bathroom begins to...open and you are forced out of my fantasy. You need to keep reading, you need to know. So you grab the box shove the letter inside and close it quickly, then turn and run out of my house. At your car you fumble with the keys starting to become frantic, the thought of me finding you is unbearable. Guilt and fear echo through your mind as you race. She was sad that it was one of the biggest instead of the biggest hardon I have ever had. BINGO. I stood up and showed her that it could be with her help. She told me to undress and so I tore off my clothes as fast as I could and started walking over to the bed. She stopped me and made me sit back down at the table. What the fuck! I soon learned that she wanted me to sit there and continue our conversation from earlier next to the pool table. Then she asked if I could tell her wat I would have. It hurt a lot at first but after I got usedto it and was a little "stretched out" back there I found I could hit my"spot" and I made myself crazy. I believed I was gay and I was very muchin the closet. I was getting a little flabby and sometimes I could feelmy ass and my thighs jiggle when I walked real fast or tried to run.So my senior year came and went and I graduated. My folks came to town andI had only seen them a few times over Christmas over the last 4 years. Mydad joked a little about. If I was your age na. Now I’m old and you wouldn’t make me your girlfriend.I knew I had her on my side so decided to take the conversation to some other place. In our building, we have a small refuge area. Luckily out of the 3 flats on that floor only 1 is occupied. So I decided to take her to the refuge area. So I just held her hand.I asked her to follow me to the refuge area where we would continue the conversation. So we went to a corner of the refuge area and then.Apsara- Why did you get me.