"I tried to continue to assure him he was not dying nor had his host died. Because he'd left us, the connection was briefly broken. I knew we'd reconn...ct as soon as he reached his destination.I did the best thing I could think of and sped off to his operating room. Being just slightly more experienced than him, I was there first. I even had to wait a bit for him. I was thinking speed, so I misted more quickly than Kim.He returned to hover over the operating table in the same position I'd. Fantasies about Lisa, and what we could do if that vital part of my anatomy was fully operational, clouded my mind and made it difficult to concentrate. It did help a little but only relieved me from the excessive fantasies. I still thought a lot about my erection problem.I began to masturbate frequently, sometimes twice a day to get my mind off sex. We had more new customers than ever before and I felt the pressure. I was allocated to too many customers already and I'd heard rumours from the. I slipped on a robe and didt tie it and walked down. sitting next to my mom i realised this was my first time snd she was my mom but she saw me wondering and asked me what i was thinking about, not thinking i said aloud, ‘i think im a lesbian.’ i quickly covered my mouth and tried to get up but she pulled me back down. ‘honey, thats okay. we all are different.’ tears slipped down my face and i was so embarresed. my mom pulled me close hugging me to her chest and resting my head on her right. He wasn’t going to make that kind of mistake.He set up the computer and checked the e-mails. A dozen had arrived since he had grabbed the computer earlier that morning. Most of the e-mails had similar comments about the last article. One of the e-mails had a threatening tone, suggesting that he drop the website and retire someplace, before things got out of hand.Dexter shook his head as he muttered, “Nothing like telling the truth to upset people.”It puzzled him how people took things so.