The worst thing to do is want him back. Hes a great friend but just that." "Yeah I hear you John. Thanks for taking me in." "It's no problem. Say, how...about I cheer you up? " I said. "How?" he asked. I pulled his sweatpants down and his boxers too, revealing his dick. I started licking his balls. "John isn't this cheating?" "No silly. We want you with us. You can move in. Free of charge." "I'll do it!" he excitingly said. "Great." I responded. I went back down on his blonde cock. His cock was. However, part of me did notice that it really was insanely big. It was longer and fatter than any erection I had ever seen. A part of me briefly thought about how my wife had said she wanted to see me penetrated. It's her sick little fantasy. She wanted us to do a three-way but I've just never been into guys. Just for her, I did try masturbating to some gay porn. I wasn't attracted to the guys themselves but I could get into some of the oral stuff that just focused on a guy's member or someone. I was responsible. I did what I had to do. I joined the KKK. Papa was so proud that day, you know. I resented both of you, getting to be wild and free, rebellious. I had to do the right thing, be respectable and steady. Reliable.”“Sit down and have a stiff drink, man,” I told him, as David brought him a tumbler and some Johnnie Walker Red.“Look, man, really ... you need to face facts. Yeah, you goofed up in life. We all have ... though your errors were worse, but it’s not too late, man! It’s. They've been thick as thieves lately." Mike? She?" Allison turned the teasing back on. "One of your lovers?" Mike? A lover? Good God, no!" I practically choked. I think I shuddered a little also. "I told you about my team from the war this afternoon? She's one of my teammates and that's it. The thought of anything else makes my skin crawl." What's the matter? Isn't she pretty enough for you?" Naw, she's pretty enough. But if you ever tell her I said that," I growled, "I'm going to have to spank.