I lay there staring at the back of her head, my worst fears realized. She was awake and she could feel me."God, Mom, I'm sorry," I said, glad she coul...n't see how red my face was."Baby, I understand and I'm not mad," she said. "We're naked and really close, it's only natural that that would happen… like before. There’s nothing sexy… errr…. Inappropriate about it" Well, let's change the subject and maybe it'll go away," I said. "How are you enjoying the trip so far?" You know I love these. He'd gotten in at 3, and was the only one in the store untiSavannah got in, who was working the closing shift with him. Evanstarted to busy himself by tidying up and refolding some of the itemsthat were displayed on tables around the store. Suddenly, he felthimself stop short as his fingers began to tremble over a thong thatappeared to resemble a very small school girl skirt. The panties werered plaid and had a small ruffle around the waistband that Evan imaginedwould barely conceal. We talked for what seemed like an hour, if only 10 minutes or so, catching up, joking about high school, when out of the blue, she asked if I would like to come visit and watch a game. I accepted her offer and we planned a weekend game that was reasonably close to me.I was apprehensive about seeing Lily again; we had been very close, competed for positions and for one guy in school. She won both, but when I arrived, she was all smiles and we got along famously. Her time was limited, but she. .. I mean we didn't... we didn't talk about itall. Really." Phillip," I responded, as if I was talking to a child, "I think youbetter just shut up. You've done enough damage already." *On the otherhand,* I thought, *If what he says about Rebecca is true, this couldmark a real turning point in our relationship. Sara could become a muchbigger part.* But I decided to ditch that line of thought as Emily cameback, looking eager as a puppy. As she placed my second martini on thetable, I dug into.