I have enjoyed our interactions and respect you too much to play with you before the end. Someone your age should never have been forced into such a l...fe so young. God is rarely merciful or considerate, merely demanding and stern. Your life was always going to be one of hardship and loss and so I guess I will have to be the merciful one in your life and do my best to dispatch it swiftly and with dignity. Perhaps your father will even be able to bury you under your own name, rather than this. When I explained why I had to go and the brat Amazon got really interested, she wanted to know all about Amy. Before she let me leave Amazon took me back to the bed and put some wicked ideas in my head.Following Amazon’s directions I spent the following night at home with the brat; it wasn’t difficult for most of the evening we stayed in separate rooms. Amy looked puzzled when I brought her a hot chocolate drink, even grateful; well she wouldn’t be if she knew what was in it. Before I had. She laughed. "Okay, you're on." So," I said, "how about I put this stuff," I held up my bags, "in the car, listen to the radio for half an hour, and swing by here when I see you come out?"She grinned. "Works for me. See you in a while."I walked out to the car, deposited my packages, and listened to the local NPR station; Jazz on a Saturday Night was the program, and the DJ had selected nice, light (not to say smooth jazz) pieces that put me in the mood to be adventurous.At length, I saw Jane. .. She was in a bad mood. She said she didn't want to be alone. And my house is perfect for that, since there are no parents around. Originally I had her set up in a sleeping bag in my room, but she wanted to move into my bed."You have to understand, this was eleven at night. And it'd been a really long day. First I was happy, then I was sad, then I was happy, then I was sad... You can run fifty miles and heartache still makes you feel worse. We were tired, we were worn out, she wanted the.