His mother had been so proud. Hunter, his younger brother, sat attentively listening for a change. Graham had known the fulfilment of family and broth...rhood in a wider community that day. The first hesitant doubts about who he was still lay outside that familiar circle of warmth. His mother had squeezed his hand silently in acknowledgement of her pride. It is easy enough to feel like a stranger reflecting back on the child you were. Day by day we step further away from that person until we are. . not yet. I do not wish for anything to happen to you because of this damnable power that seems to control my life. I ... I am sorry. It is just that when you touch me, I do not wish to control myself. My entire life has been that of me controlling my wants and desires. Ever since the death of my papa, I held back from those around me, remaining both untouched and unloved. I listened and watched as everyone lived around me. I have hidden behind a mask, pretending that I did not want the same. We did our homework in the room together and at night we relieved ourselves together. It became a regular thing and I looked forward to it. I was freaked out by what we were doing sometimes but I told myself jerking off was normal. It doesn't mean anything. It was confusing. But at the end of the everyday, I knew it was going to be hot. It kept me excited all day.Chapter 4The Change up One evening he came to my desk and handed me a bottle of hand lotion. He said, you should try this. I was. Your shirt it is then." Sandy sighed and stripped off her shirt to the obvious delight of Dylan and Sterling. They were all in stages of undress; Cassy was only wearing a sexy little thong, Dylan was completely naked, Sterling had only some boxers on, Rachel had her bra and panties left. Sandy had stripped off her shorts and thong long ago, and now her shirt, leaving her in a bra and nothing else. "All right, Dylan,"Sandy said, sending the tall, muscular man a sultry smile, "truth or dare?" He.