" I knew what he was referring to as fun.By nine thirty we were on our way to Chicago for a broadcasters meeting. We arrived and went straight to the ...arriott Hotel. There we checked in and I was a little surprised to see we had separate rooms. We took the elevator up and found our rooms were next door to each other. when I opened the door and went in, I saw there was a double door between the two rooms, then I heard the click, as Sid unlocked the doors from his side. I stood there a few. He'd see her again. For lunch, no less.When Amy told Megan about their lunch appointment, Megan felt really conflicted. On the one hand, she really wanted to see Greg. On the other hand, maybe he didn't want to see her. She said, "When you told him I was coming, what did he say?" I don't remember. Maybe he didn't say anything. But actually I think he said, 'that'll be OK, ' or 'that'll be great, ' or something like that. What's the difference, Megs? He knows we go just about everyplace. His very smile would make me sick to my stomach but I yearned for his love nonetheless. Pretty fucked up. I went from man to man searching for the right balance of being fucked, being owned, and being loved. That is a deadly combination if ever a man gets it right because then someone like me becomes puddy in their hands. I chose to have no limits. No safe words. That would give me power. I wanted no power. I wanted to fully submit to my Master and have Him have complete control over me.. . I was playing the horny dick and in a while it became hard like a stone. It was thick and long .. he spits together the dick with my hand and after that I take my hand to lick shawls that had stayed over .. he lifts my right leg and holding it in the air, while I had my one hand opening my right buttocks and the other catching the handle , like these on the busses. I feel something trying to violate me .. it glides slowly in me , first the head and just it passes by, he pushes with strength.