They wanted to keep me under constant observation until they were able to determine what exactly was going wrong.The regimen that was prescribed by th... clinic doctors was one where I had maximum privacy and practically unlimited access to pornographic material. Books, video on demand and, of course, the internet. I was not allowed to fraternize with any of the staff, lest they become interested in my condition, and wanted to lend me a hand. The doctors all agreed that I had to find a way. It was downright laughable because most of the seasoned lawmen knew the legend of the original "Billy the Kid" was more writers' hype than actual stone cold fact.The preacher's wife Rachel was much taken with the handsome Billy and Brett was certain the young yahoo was poking her the first night they bedded down at the Inn just by looking at the huge grin on her silly face the next morning. It was downright embarrassing to see the looks that passed between the two of them showing a hunger that. I tell ya, if he kills off her dad he will never ride off into the sunset with her.’ I laughed a little at that. Actually, that was the problem with my latest novel I was trying to solve. I’d been keeping dad up to date with the story as I wrote it, but with a tough plot problem and what happened to Annie I was kinda stuck. The protagonist was in love with the girl at the ranch next to his, but he had just found evidence that her dad was rustling cattle all over the basin, including his. I. " I see. So is it fair to say it was what you wanted?" A part of me did yes. A part of me wanted to know if I was still capable of getting his attention .....in this case the attention of a much younger guy. I just told myself if he did try anything on I would only let it go so far. I told myself there could be no harm in a little kissing...a little touching." Yet it went further?" Yes." Why?"She was silent for a moment, as if thinking carefully how to answer."I guess I didn't count on how.