That about cover it?”“That’s what we need to talk about. In your office please?”I shrugged, opened the door and waved her on in. I sat down be...ind my desk and she took the chair opposite and then I said:“You wanted this meeting so go ahead.”“I don’t want a divorce Barry. I love you and I want to spend my life with you. I know you may doubt it given what you heard, but it is true. I do love you.”“If you love me why are you fucking other men?”“It isn’t other men Barry; it is just Jeff.”“Same. He rose and led the way toward the shore. There was a small marina there, and he took Helen's hand, drawing her down one of the piers."We're going sailing," he said. "There's nothing more relaxing than that." How wonderful," Helen said, turning to hug him and plant a kiss on his lips. She slipped her shoes off — holding his arm to steady herself — while they walked toward a good-sized sailboat and followed Johannes on board. She put her carry-all in the cabin and began helping him make sail.. I want to make her dream come true. She told me then that she pretended to love Sarah so she could be close to me." Again, could have fooled me. I've seen how she looks at Sarah. I do know she is more crazy about you though. She always has been." I know." So, how are you going to break the news?" asked Grace."Well that's part of why I'm here," I said."Oh?" I don't want Ash and I to have to stay with Sarah," I said."Of course you can stay with me," said Grace as if by instinct."No, that isn't. I could make out a figure knelt over the basket on the opposite side of the hatch and I hissed Tara's name.She jumped and looked.'John ... what the fuck do you want?''To speak to you''Do you have any idea what would happen if I told the Captain you were up here?''Yes, but you won't, will you?''I might', she told me. 'Now what do you want?''I'll be honest... ', I told her as I closed the hatch. 'I'm terrified of the Court Martial when we land'Tara snorted. 'Well I can't help you with that''Tara.