. she left the room and returned wearing a strap on dildo... it was about 7" long and not real thick and she informed me I was going to become a "real... woman and learn to suck cock! She threw a pillow onto the floor and commanded me to my knees. She started to rub the tip of the strap on around my lips and told me to kiss it and lick the tip which l did. Holding the back of my head so l couldn't pull back, she slowly pushed it past my lips and over my teeth into my mouth... at first it was. Black flowers blossomed and died before my eyes as my brain began to shut down for lack of oxygen. I heard a roaring in my ears and my chest hurt. I flailed and thrashed more and more weakly. The darkness was creeping around the edges of my vision and suddenly the water began to seem more comforting, rather than being the thing that kept me from living. It now seemed like if I gave into the urge to breathe all my problems would be over. What was the use, the water seemed to say, I'll make. It is terrifying venturing out among the couples alone. What if no one wants me? creeps into my head. Now, stop! Shake it off!I am desirable.I am sexy.I can do this.I repeat these words over and over while staring into the mirror willing these words to become true. Then, I turn and walk out the door.The walk down the hallway to the staircase feels like a million miles long. I reach the top of the stairs and tentatively peek over the railing as if something predatory lies below. Goosebumps cover. As my fingers played with her nipples and ass, my cock reared itself inside her, pressing against her clit once again as I hammered into her. Her breathing became short pants and she uttered little moans. I could feel my own cock start to swell inside her as her pussy contracted around me. I pulled back once again before driving hard into her. I felt my balls against the cheeks of her ass as she fell over the edge into orgasm. Her inner muscles clenched me as I shot my sperm deep inside her..