She wasn't sure if it was becausehe wanted the fantasy to be made true or if he was so turned on by it thathe was already asking for permission to com.... He was certainly aroused already. It was a masterful work of timing. The man was even now being helped downfrom the cross. Jed took Danithry over to it. There were others who lookedas though they had been intending to use it, but they were old enough customersto recognise Bright Star and step back. She removed his overrobe, but lefthim his. With Jack in the lead they crept along not really paying attention where they were going. Susan stayed close behind. Every ten feet or so it seemed there were more choices of passageways. Through their discovery, they managed to take several turns, right, then left, then right again. It wasn't long until Jack started to get confused as to where they had been and which way they were going. Several of the passageways led to dead ends. Jack slowly began to realize what Susan already knew, they. .. but we were ashamed. Both of us. We couldn't talk about what we were doing, what we were feeling. It was guilt and shame and a hundred other things," she said sadly. "We started to have little arguments... over nothing. At first they'd just be small outbreaks that we'd end by making love. But they got worse as the months passed. One night we finally had a huge argument. I accused him of raping me, of being a beast, an animal, the worst father in the world. He called me a slut, a little whore. The school work was almost impossible to understand for a nerd like me. I hated school with a passion! I had no social life, especially not with girls. I was a book worm and terrified of the opposite sex. I couldn’t talk to them I couldn’t even be around them. It seemed like if any girl in the school would get near me and I would lose my ability to speak. I would stammer, stutter, blush a deep red then go sneaking off the other direction hanging my head in shame. I made it a point to not go.