" Can you explain?"Sam nodded, "I need to be quick. I don't have a lot of time."One question popped to mind, "What is going on? Am I a girl or a boy..."Sam smiled, "A little of both it seems."The lack of answer made me mad. "I don't understand."He laughed, "I apologize for my sad attempt at humor at your expense. Iknow this isn't easy for you."Sam took a deep breath and continued, "I too have had difficultyunderstanding my sexuality. When I got into UCLA I had quite a fewflings with both. I started see this new girl and sex was good but not as good as the sex me and Hot Chick had. I ended up dating this girl for 3 years and was thinking of marring her but we ended up having a huge fight and broke up, thank god too cause I was about to by her a ring. So it has been 4 years since I seen or heard from Hot Chick. I never told my friends about the crazy times I had with her. I always tempted to drive by her house but I stopped myself. I sometime think I seen her walking downtown or. Whenever she was any from Jim, she always considered leaving him. But when she was with him, Julie realized that there still might be a chance for the two of them to make a go of their marriage."Have you tried talking with her?" Jim asked."God yes. But we always wind up screaming at one another. And now this wild-I won't even say anything more about it," Julie said disgustedly as she walked towards the door."Hey, wait a second, hon," Jim said as he jumped up from his desk and grabbed her by the. She had already told all this to the bartender in the small pub behind the train station for the fourth time. And he bravely let the story be told. "Another beer and one of those cherry... thing... stuff... drink!" Katie slurred over the counter. Her long, unkempt light brown hair fell into her face. The bartender rolled his eyes inwardly, but finished the drinks. She watched as two more drinks were added to her tab kind of added up, what she'd owe to her Angel of the High spirits. All in all.