Alex had no doubt she would be staying here.The dates were in rough columns and there were at most two dates by each name. Two names only had one date...in the first column. The first column was titled "owned." The second was headed by the cryptic "1st dan." The last date entered had been over a year and a half ago.Alex had lain there reading the names, memorizing them. The ones with only one date tantalized her. The first was almost eight years ago. The last one with a single date was the last. I was losing blood and decided to take a drink of water. As I drank about half a glass and felt better. I was parched. I just stood there looking into the mirror wondering if I could take the next step and plunge a full size 10 in blade into my gut. The floor was covered and speckled with blood all around me. It was shockingly beautiful and brought home the reality of my work. This was now a horrific crime scene with the victim and murderer being one in the same. I realized weeks ago that I. I soon learned what pleased each man the most, and I would suck and lick and caress their organs with my tongue until they were satisfied. Again and again I ran the terrible gauntlet, feeling the rush of panic and my own frantic terror followed by the break of being allowed to satisfy one of the paddlers and swallowing their seed. Finally the captain declared an end to this game and I sat back on my burning haunches. My body trembled and my stomach felt slightly sick from all the come I'd. Her breasts towered ridiculously above her tiny frame, yet she had become a good earner for Luck Fu, even at five dollars a throw she could make sixty an hour and that was better than the top rates at fifty dollars and hour. Su Li was supposed to look grotesque but when her hair grew back the punters loved her.Luck Fu was frustrated, he wanted perhaps needed to break Su Li yet she resisted all efforts so he had a final indignity for her, he allowed her next pregnancy to run.He came to see her,.