I did and my wife and John roaredwith laughter. "You look like a girly circus clown with that red nose! Nowlets get pony." John left and I started to ...hink about sexual release.I suddenly felt a huge pain in my groin. My peepee was growing inanticipation and I got shocked. "Oh I can see you like pony a lot!" saidmy wife. I did and I almost got erect again but managed to stifle it. Johnarrived with pony. "Get in position', I grasped pony's neck and my wristswere fastened on. I felt my panties. So, for all my hard work there was a reward besides the nice paycheck I earned. I was getting a lot of attention from the girls. When I walked down the hallway my first day of grade eleven that September, I got a lot of second looks, and not all of them were from girls. It was still warm as late summer often is in our area, so I had a short sleeved shirt on. I noticed that it was a bit snug compared to how it had been last June. I was going to have to get some new clothes. I noticed my pants. He was the only one there for me through my parents’ divorce and when my younger sister got sick. He stuck by me and pulled me out of my depression. He made me feel loved and like I was meant to be somebody.My body gravitated towards him and our skin touched. He smelled like sunscreen and the ocean. It was comforting to be so close to him, even though so much time has passed, he felt safe. Like home. For a split second, I imagined us making love and feeling close again.Before he could respond. I saw him on top of me kissing me, his hard cock pressed into my stomach. I pictured him with blond pubes and a massive cock that would fill my mouth to overflowing with warm cum. I jacked myself off until I came all over myself, some of my cum arcing high to land between my nipples. The next morning us hopped into the Jeep, tuned the radio to 96.5 FM, and headed on our way. Casey always managed to call shotgun before I did and so the back seat was my territory at this point. I felt childish.