No. Nothing like that. I was not staring at them. I was just..’ She cut me off, ‘Don’t lie, Raju. I know you were gawking at my boobs. And not j...st today, but you have been doing that for quite a few days.’Raju: I was horrified and embarrassed that she knew it. I didn’t know what to say. I was sitting there in complete silence with a guilty expression on my face.Raju: She continued, ‘It’s ok, brother. Boys and girls our age have these sexual urges and attractions towards each other’s private. Coffee, she thought. Get some coffee! Take your mind off of him. Last night is a night better left forgotten. You will carry on like nothing happened and never speak of the event ever again. Ever. She had to work at the library today for the first time, she didn’t want to. Maybe at work she could just stay in the back mending for today. Or forever. The dim lighting worked well with hangovers and the lack of patronage was another strong appeal. Lucas came into the library a lot, even on. It was such a powerful experience that there was no way I could not be caught up in it. I’m sure the old Jake understands what happened and doesn’t blame me for that part of things.“Then he became the old Jake again. You all have to understand. My Jake, the old Jake, is a wonderful young man. He’s been my best friend since he was a little boy. He’s turned into a handsome, smart, kind person. He’s mature beyond his years. As a mother, I couldn’t be prouder of him.“But he’s not a dominant. He’s. It was sexy robe that I used to wear around the house for my husband. That is until David went through puberty and I saw him sneaking pictures of me in it. His dad even caught him looking at me with a hard on. Of course, I couldn’t blame him. I blamed myself, and decided to stash the robe deep in my closet ever since. Urgh, why was I such a disinhibited idiot last night. I honestly thought nothing of David picking this robe out for me. A part of me even thought it would be fun to prance around.